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Thursday, August 20, 2009

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 12:21:43 GMT

OMG my last post was back in '08??!!
Well, I guess I only come here when I'm pissed. So yeah, I'm pissed right at this moment. Too early right. Yeah, it's only 9:13am and I'm already complaining. Too bad. I just need to vend my anger somewhere.
So, I mostly would blame it on the weather and I don't feel guilty about it.
So this morning, I had to hop on two freaking trains just to get to work cuz the freaking greenline likes to go express to the last stop so F-ing often. (Gosh, I gotta get my own car).
So I had to walk in the heat to get to work.
Then when I got into work, I have to face that crabby coworker of mines. How lucky of me. Well, normally I already know that she's a bitch, so I don't really give a shit about her complains and although, her crabbiness wasn't directed for me but for the particular clinician I was asking about. I still got pissed-off at her attitude. Seriously, if you hate your job that much, why don't you just quit and let some other people take the job. This crabby co-worker of mines is really very un-pro. I really have to congratulate myself for putting up with her for the first 6 months that I was working here. I had no idea how I did, to think back abt it now. Hm... yup clearly I'm a saint. Thank god I don't share my office/working area with her anymore.

Procrastination

Fri, 12 Dec 2008 23:34:59 GMT

Procrastination... again. I know I'm bad... really bad. I don't want to do my finals!!!!
I just distracted myself for two hours watching "Underworld". Then I'm planning to distract myself again later before going to sleep to watch "Underworld:Evolution". I'm planning to buy the book too. Hm, but don't know if I should...
Let's see what I need to accomplish by tonight... I need to finish my F&C paper... hopefully. Then I'll spend my weekend studying for my neuro final.
Then Monday I got to run some errands.
Then Tuesday, I have to study for my French test, then go home and finish my take-home final for F&C and then I'll be done with school!!! Yippy!!!!

It's finally over!

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 20:46:31 GMT

Finally, I got rid of my presentation today! And damn, why was I the one that had to say more than the others? But anyways, just happy that it's out of the way.
Now I have to finish up my revision paper by tonight... Simply because my group-mates all say they got too much work to do.
Then I have to finish up my rewrite of the stupid neuro paper and then finish up the family,child paper so I can do the take-home with more ease.
Then on this coming weekend I will have to study for my neuro final. I'm about to die, seriously.
Last night I went to bed at 11pm and I woke up at 1:30am. Then I couldn't go back to sleep until 3:00am. Then guess what I did to kill time? I opened up my laptop and started working on my story notes hahaha.

Monday, December 08, 2008

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 22:57:52 GMT

Okay, apprehension time is over. Nope, doesn't mean I've done my presentation yet. Jeez, 2nd damn time we gotta postpone it. The group that went before us today just got too much to talk about and they took up the whole class. Well, whatever, I'd spent two false-alarm days quivering with nervousness and I'm over it now. When Wednesday comes, I'll just do the damn presentation. I don't care anymore.

Right now, I'm freaking relaxing because I don't feel like doing anything. I'm working on my stories and my characters are driving me nuts.

Happy Happy! It's snowing!!!

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 13:57:18 GMT

I love it when it snows!

Okay, as far as my goal yesterday to finish two paper, I only managed one paper. But I did finish updating my presentation slides! One prop for me hehe. Well, I did turn off the internet to prevent myself from browsing, but then I got distracted and went to work on my stories and watch Aqua Heroes last night. And at the process, I somehow thought about "Smiling Pasta"! So, now I'm gonna distract myself with watching that. Then I'll do my revision paper for law class and then try to finish up my psy paper. Hope I can be distraction-free this time.

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 17:04:07 GMT

Damn, I woke up with a hangover today and it ain't pretty. My head felt woozy for a whole hour until I had a little water and food. Geez.
What should I do today? I don't feel like reading so I should do my final papers. Got two of them, a presentation preparation, and start studying for finals as well. Damn, I'm so excited to get out of school. Therefore I can give my brain a rest hehe. But then I need a freaking job!!!! It's so hard to find a job nowadays with the economy being so freaking bad. Damn.
So, let's see, I really should start doing my papers and get offline, cause I simply get distracted... very easily too.
Now's about 1pm let's see how long it'll take me to do two papers that's about 5-6 pages long.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 17:15:35 GMT

HOLY CRAP!!! Summer's about to end soon! This sucks!!!

I haven't had a good second to enjoy my freaking vacation! Gosh I'm grumpy and bitter. My last semester to my bachelor's degree, gosh I got the shivers.

I finally broke the news to my boss last week about me leaving at the end of this month and thankfully I didn't have to say the words out that I had to leave. Never had I been so reluctant to hand over my resignation haha. I love the office in Roslindale and just thinking about all the people I'll be missing: Loretta (definitely keeping in contact with her and Rick), Jim (will be missing his famous grunt respond of "What"), John (hopefully his health status would improve, God bless him), Val (my sunshine who taught me "the" dance and all those naughty sign languages lmao), Zelda, Jay (his dry humor haha), Guido (his lack of conversation but with great wits lolz), and then there's Donna and Luigi, who taught me so much, I'll promise you guys I'll try to keep on building up my confidence haha, with the word TRY.

I guess I definitely need a life. Besides going to work I've been suck home and my nose buried into books. Gosh, I hate to be a bookworm. Sheesh.

And I have a serious problem with my brothers!!! Gosh, I have no freaking idea what the freakish hell had gotten into them! I'm so used to seeing them anywhere BUT my room and now when I'm home from 6:00 P.M. till the time I sleep, they come knocking into my room four to five times within a hour and it's killing my patience. Every intrusion makes me feel like I don't have any privacy. Geez they gotta go get a life and stop bugging me. Epecially my older brother, he's taking all my gums and chocolates and my younger brother grabbing all my snacks. Gosh. I think my older bro is just bored to death without a job at the moment, other than coming into my room to sneak out all my goodies he's always lurking around in my lito bro's room... Well, maybe because he's got the PS2 in there, but that thing will be mine for this weekend haha... well, only if my Twinny will be coming over that is, if not, I'll resume to my reading.
I guess I'm really just a loner type. If ever I get a chance to move out of my parents' apartment, with or without a roommate, I want a damn lock on my room door. I'm seriously considering hanging my "Do Not Disturb" pillow sign on my room door at the moment instead of my lamp-post.

I guess I've spent over a thousand dollars on books this summer. Geez, looking at all the books in my room I can honestly say I can open up my own small library, but with VIP access only, cause no one is touching them besides me... well probably with a few exception to my closest friends who are interested in reading. I'm a freak maniac I admit. But I guess I'll stop with the book hunt after this Friday when I pick up my ordered book in Borders. Then, I'll just patiently wait for the "coming soon" books of my list marked on my calender till March 2009. However, no promises made because my hands are itching to get the hard copies of the new release books of my favorite suspense author. Hardcover, definitely worth the price, but still, I'll try to wait for the paperback version cause I seriously can't store anymore books on my book shelves.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Sun, 11 May 2008 13:18:40 GMT

I'm really looking forward for this semester to come to an end. I really need my life back... This semester had made me a walking zombie. Hardly any sleep at all and it's always school and work. -_- Boring...
So many going on, tests, final exams, oral presentations, and powerpoint presentation. Damn, I hate them all.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 02:31:14 GMT

Yippy! Just satisfied my craving for a good Karaoke time!!! But now my voice sounds so harsh *cough cough cough* It's now 11pm and I must stay up (or even no sleeping) to finish up my freaking project and homework. Damn, I think I still have a lot to do. But oh well, I got coffee and tea to keep me up hehehe.

Vacation next week! But not really for me... still gotta go to work, but I guess at least I get to take a vaca from school work.

I guess I should get outta here and go work on my homework now hehehe

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 16:27:50 GMT

Snow snow snow!!! I see snow everywhere!!!

OMG I feel so cold in the office!!! Yeah, Saturday mornings and I'm stuck at work. I've already had two cups of hot cocoa and I'm not planning to have a third cup. (Getting fat!!! OMFG what should I do!!??)
I so want to go home so I can clean my room. I made a big mess this morning because I was looking for my skinny-jeans. Hmm, I can only find 1 pair, can't remember if I've thrown out most of them. Hmm...

School is fine so far, although lots of work-load, (oh god help me). I really don't know if psychology is the thing for me anymore, but I'm just way too far to turn it around now. *sigh* I have a new nicky now; it's "nutty doctor" - - - this is what my office people call me now. Thanks to Jay for the new nickname

I'll probably be able to get out of here at 4pm today. Then it's straight back home. I have to be good and not stay out. Have to get home as soon as possible! Three tests coming up next week and I have to Ace'em, if not, I'm gonna have to shoot myself.